Turns
Today was a good snow day. There have not been many of these this season; I think this is only the third, and as we're now into another warming trend with rain forecast for Friday I think that the kind will soon be the unkind.
Anyhow, I had made it a priority to get out boarding this morning before the snow got all chewed up and it was quite stunning. This year I've been working a lot on driving the board's edge through turns instead of sliding, keeping the edge facing the direction of travel and bending the edge to drive the turn. It's been awesome. Lots more power and a lot of the bumps get smoothed out as there's only the edge's profile slicing through rather than the entire rail.
As I was riding the lift up I saw some senior skiers, and I realized POW: there will be a day when I've dropped my last edge and can no longer ride. I'm young, I've got a very young kid; my daily reality doesn't include much bandwidth for introspection on the far off future. I mean, I think about the next 10-20 years, but not 30 or 40 years out. At least not much. When the thoughts do come they're of what my relationship with my family will be like, what about friends, what of this world? I forget that I won't always be able to play in gravity on bikes, boards, and on waves. And that realization hit me hard, not like a thought, but in the way that I know I'm going to have to let go of something that I truly love.
I saw a film years ago called "Extreme." It was an IMAX flick documenting the first generation of true extreme athletes. The first crews that were towing in on the outer reefs of the Hawaiian islands, the skiers and boarders that were opening up big descents in Alaska, and some others, too that I can't recall.
It really struck me, as these athletes were so eloquent about explaining and describing why they do these things. I remember one of the snowboarders saying something along the lines of "people see me do this and label it an escape, but I don't see it that way at all, for me it's an entry."
When I'm slotted on a wave, dancing down a hill on my snowboard, or zoned out on my mountain bike, it's an entry. I'm not sure what the place is, but I know it feels good. Like really good. Like really, really, really good. I've not found anything else that gets me there, so deep into my body and out of my mind with the law of gravity playing the music and my equipment my partner.
And feeling that, and then knowing that someday, it will be only a memory, that mind-riding is how I'll have to get my stoke, was a bitch-slap of reality.
So, to those fellow dancers, who get their groove out not on a flat dancefloor, but on a vertical one, here's to you, here's to the stoke. And if you just read this post and have no idea what I'm talking about, get on a board or a bike, and get good enough to let your body do the rest...
